In all this I am put in a place of
grace
where it is all in my face like a puppy
without borders or boundaries
so am in this quandary as to how...
here to further proceed.
Every turn I turn down or up does the
same to my desire to sup
with you in ways not known to me or my
memory for all is new from you to me
and I bleed my need... here further to
proceed.
I have my fires burning and smelting
that which I was yearning
even as it turns back to that which it
was pure energy without form, endless as eternity
or a newborn... here further to
proceed.
All that is pulling is my intention to
fly beyond all that limits
with labels that tell us we are not
able to remain calm and stable in the face of Immensity
and its chaotic continuity... here
further to proceed.
I know that you commune from in to out
and out to in
and all around upon your slightest whim
all the orbs circle again, wheels within mighty wheels,
so I believe... here further to
proceed.
So, if, and when you speak to me again,
I know you will have this thought
lodged in your Heart of Hearts, this my
plea for a new start, a new heart, here is the key to me
with you...always here further to
proceed.
duaneraphaelsmith, March 25th, 2013
