Your Kiss Is All Of You!!!

How often do you take my breath away

Not really sure if I ever really miss it

I only notice that I all I breathe is your breath

I only notice that when I miss your kiss it is a form of death

I love it how you grab my face when you really want that embrace

Your kiss is often like the starting of a race and you run setting the pace

I get too fast and you see I may not last

So you slow me up in your kiss I am stuck like this

You say volumes in the moments of lip Olympics

You download thru my bio-port all the specifics

You give a sample that is ample to satisfy

Yet burning enough to send signals to the sky

I love how you explore with abandon wanting only more while I am standing

In your kiss healing is expanding with your tongue mute you do your commanding

In one kiss that drops from your chops I find the whole of you

Knowing you like I do I can truly say to you that ...

Your Kiss Is All Of You!!!

June 6th, 2013

Confession #1

Confessions

1)      I am fearful of confessing being naked and having someone take advantage of me

2)      I really like bitch slapping my fears into place it excites me soooo much

3)      If you show me drama I may be curious but show me danger and you got my full attention

4)      I have been everywhere in every when with everybody without traveling

5)      I got bit by a ferocious abused Doberman as a young child and lied as to its location so I could protect it from being put down

6)      I have never had, as a child, a man be a father to me, this makes me my own Father

7)      As a young teen I seriously wanted to have an upstanding career as a gigolo,

8)      As an adult I came to realize that I am a professional joy giver (you can feel me 5 miles away)

9)       When I was about 8, I heard a song in vacation bible school entitled This Is My Father's World, I took that very seriously...oh and I still do...

10)   I was a medical missionary for over a decade, I have stopped working to make the world a better place, because I was that effective it already is NOW, so I can relax

I Say To You Tomorrow

I Say To You Tomorrow

And if I say to you tomorrow

Come a way with me

I speak of not this mundane world

But of our eternity

I would not confuse fantasy and fiction

With what is now present

You look through me and I envision

You in all your radiant essence

I am not a mere player of words

The words play me

I am the instrument to commune

The truth from eternity

You razzle most and dazzle the rest

But I stand unmoved

Your motion is like a queen

I am in sync with your groove

Do not take it all for granted

I hear you say again

I know you are the promised one

We are the best of friends

Why do I foment the conflict?

That we have known

Perhaps it is thus that truth

Becomes our very own

Resurrection power not of flesh

But of the life within

The life above, beyond and remaining

After this experiment in sin

So rejoice that my love is burning

Like the sting of a balm

For know we the storm of love

For ever we will know the calm

Raphael Smith

Walking On Rainbow

So I saw you today and it is not antidotel

That even my eyes hear your body's call in total

Your graceful form came into my awareness

Now I am here to feel again your ocular caress

No need to undress I am simply here to confess

Spending time that is full of quality and queries

You stepped into my mind like Storm with a fury

Hanging with the X-Men you got into the escape pod

You have skills and you flex them like its your day job

Up with the birds on that mountain stroll

How did you get me to have so much control

Relaxing on rocks that hold us up

Basking we rock and we know what is up

Adam's Ale to quench our dehydration thirst

Telling you things that are dear to me as if you're my first

Looking thru the green leaves we see the pattern

Life is Love and we are like Eve and Adam

Picking our steps carefully across the rainbow

We think and sink deeply in places soul lover's go

Listening while our eyes are glistening

We are surrendered with no insisting

You led the way down the path

I know enjoy the afterglow do the math

How can I highlight this event

How do I follow where Love went

When shall I put all my thoughts to rest

When shall I know when silence is best

When will I know that Love is about to start

Can I tell when it is safe to reveal my heart

All this and more is igniting in my psyche

You bring answers and I trust you highly

The fire of transcendence is burning all dross

You are golden girl and you are worth the cost

So serene the scene we make an amazing team

We return in silence as if waking from a dream

Nothing need be said for we are waking from the dead

No creed for upon our soul's is imprinted what we said...

May 24th, 2013

Giving You All You Ever Craved

Giving you all you ever craved
Leaving the darkness of my cold cave
Coming out to the trumpet call of singing birds
The Light, the sound hurts my frayed nerves
Chorus:
But I will persist in giving you the best
I will while in this so-called chaos enter your rest
I will insist that you take me even kicking and screaming
Into the joy and serenity of which I have been dreaming

With mouth dry I will sing from my heart thru this esophagus
Painful to give to you when I feel so like an empty sarcophagus
But your love calls upon the wind and the waves
I am attracted by your promise of now being that better day

The tradition of running away seems absurd at this time
Giving you what you want most seems the obsession of my mind
Like the grass in a lonely meadow laying surrendered to the Sun
I am asking you to consume me in the Light and Heat of your love beloved one!

Duane Raphael Smith
October 26, 2009

So You Think You Can Tell

So you think you can tell a blessing from a sexy spell

A walking vampire from a woman truly set aflame, a holy fire

Do you think you know the difference between a joke and intelligence

How did you get punked by a soul who leaves a trail of pure funk

Not the kind that makes you crunk but that kind that is like a skunk

Do not come by me without a hallpass cause I am here to hall monitor your ass

How much residue do you carry inside of you

How much DNA are you a sample of today

How many men have you eaten havin them thinking they were all cheatin

I aint hatin on you, I am statin the truth, you lost your innocence before your first tooth

And then you came to take mine, loved you like you were divine

Wanting to be hardcore I did not know what you had in store

You promised me your heart, More for less like Walmart

Then you changed your sales pitch, now I am stuck in your slippery ditch

You know I am right, I know these words are messy like a food fight

But it is easy to be left and always hard to go right

So as sure as I am in this earthsuit and you are there looking so cute

I gotta tell you that you got me wanting more than you can offer
You got me smoking your blunts and I am tired of being a cougher
I do not want a dimebag or a dealer for you are my breathstealer

What I think is higher heights is you taking me to the dire frights

I want out of the prison you call your bed, get your fantasy out of my head

I guess thanking you would not be rude, cos’ ever since you took to spanking this dude
You got me calling on Big Mama, Jesus Christ and the Dali Llama
I am checking the Bible, my wallet, and my Karma

I even went to church last week wondering how to creep
 Away from you without causing a scene but I am in too deep

I went down to the altar wanting some serious healing
Went back to the pew, thinking of you, even while I was kneeling
How did you ever get me like this, I miss your death kiss

Kill me, thrill me, take me over the edge
I am a hedgehog and you baby are that hedge

So you think you can tell a blessing from a cursed spell

A true love from a withered hand in a beautiful glove

A faithful friend from a tragedy just waiting to end

Better pray or you will become the prey

Better find love inside before you enter her cave to hide

For I tell you this without a doubt
Once you enter in you may never come out!!!

Feb. 23, 2010

Without A Canvas

Without a canvas to limit me I come

What am I talking about I run

From some limiting situation calling me to play small

In a simulating frustration appallingly I am left to appall

I joke, I diffuse, I disassemble, I choke on this refuse my preamble.

I want to circle the point like smoke rises circling a spike lee joint

I feel as wasted as that wasted breath the last one given before any death.

Something needs to die, maybe that is why I grieve

Something is about to change, to die is like when they leave.

I tried to imagine how I would pour out my heart before you

But it never comes out like I imagine for my part I am a door and you

The thief who knows how to massage my lock and touch all the right places

It is seductively joyful to be known so well by your knowledge, my limits it erases

You enter because that is what you do, will I always be so easy before you

I have said nothing of my heart only how easily it is to make a start

To expose my nakedness and my shame yet still call lovingly on your name

The pain I feel where does it come from, I feel this sort of dismally calling doom

It is my joy to experience the joy of those around me, but there is more I feel

There is the pain covered by some sort of bright color but it is artificially real

So I would love change my mood and maybe this is why I crave you like a favorite food

I need more than a mood enhancement I need true enlightenment

I need to see that all that I experience is just the contextual truth of a story

There is me, the experiencer, and I am the truth by which the plot has glory

Help me to remember that I am the dreamer of this here dream

For I have gotten lost in the twist of the plot and I lean

As if over the precipice of a precipitous cliff where falling is fun

It is not the falling that I would avoid but when the falling is done

Laying there broken and bleeding out all alone regretting it all

The climb, the looking, the longing, the leaping, the consequential fall.

So alone I come before the all knowingness of silence and solitude

So I may take stock of the lock and your ability to love me when I am rude

My light and my dark, my goldfishness and my shark,

All is accepted by you in some wise way that makes me feel at ease with my dis-ease

Not content to stay here but to know that while I am here you care to be near

What comfort to know that my dirty diaper is not my prison only a temporary condition

So where do I begin to lay the blame at for my exaggerated and despicable mistakes?

Oh the point here is not to label them but to learn from them and the good to take

To a dream that needs to know that it is okay to be, how ever you find yourself to be

Just never forget that whatever and where ever you are that is not your eternal destiny.

There is more to come, yes, this too will pass and the peace that you will exhibit

Will bear witness to the truth that you are a door, but to me you were never a limit

So relax do not do it when you want to come to it only allow me to walk you through it

I will be there with you always guiding you, hiding you in the palm of my hand, so there stand

Know me and know that I am in you, we are One and you are One with all that can never pass away

You are the reason I say these words today, and always,

So you must shine I am the sun you my blaze

The insanity you see for you are no longer lost in its maze

You no longer breath in its purple haze

Now let us show that dream and all the dreamers a power, a strength, a grace that will amaze!

Duane Raphael Smith, January 26^th, 2010