Leakage

Just give me a blank page I could write about anything put on stage

Is not all the world a stage and we merely players upon it?

If I an actor then what my role, what is the scar upon my soul

Seems all blurry and so-called chaos, am I the gold or the dross

It matters to me just wanting to be set free from the emo slavery

Took a hit on the chin it was the role I was in and not too shabby

That role took a turn and for me the lesson was learned

Nothing, not a drop was spurned, my hopes have wormed

Themselves into the deepest part of me none can deny

You Love are the deepest heart in me I wanna really cry

I know I have been on a journey deeper in to your art

I want you to know that I really am after your heart.....

Your Kiss Is All Of You!!!

How often do you take my breath away

Not really sure if I ever really miss it

I only notice that I all I breathe is your breath

I only notice that when I miss your kiss it is a form of death

I love it how you grab my face when you really want that embrace

Your kiss is often like the starting of a race and you run setting the pace

I get too fast and you see I may not last

So you slow me up in your kiss I am stuck like this

You say volumes in the moments of lip Olympics

You download thru my bio-port all the specifics

You give a sample that is ample to satisfy

Yet burning enough to send signals to the sky

I love how you explore with abandon wanting only more while I am standing

In your kiss healing is expanding with your tongue mute you do your commanding

In one kiss that drops from your chops I find the whole of you

Knowing you like I do I can truly say to you that ...

Your Kiss Is All Of You!!!

June 6th, 2013

Confession #1

Confessions

1)      I am fearful of confessing being naked and having someone take advantage of me

2)      I really like bitch slapping my fears into place it excites me soooo much

3)      If you show me drama I may be curious but show me danger and you got my full attention

4)      I have been everywhere in every when with everybody without traveling

5)      I got bit by a ferocious abused Doberman as a young child and lied as to its location so I could protect it from being put down

6)      I have never had, as a child, a man be a father to me, this makes me my own Father

7)      As a young teen I seriously wanted to have an upstanding career as a gigolo,

8)      As an adult I came to realize that I am a professional joy giver (you can feel me 5 miles away)

9)       When I was about 8, I heard a song in vacation bible school entitled This Is My Father's World, I took that very seriously...oh and I still do...

10)   I was a medical missionary for over a decade, I have stopped working to make the world a better place, because I was that effective it already is NOW, so I can relax

I Say To You Tomorrow

I Say To You Tomorrow

And if I say to you tomorrow

Come a way with me

I speak of not this mundane world

But of our eternity

I would not confuse fantasy and fiction

With what is now present

You look through me and I envision

You in all your radiant essence

I am not a mere player of words

The words play me

I am the instrument to commune

The truth from eternity

You razzle most and dazzle the rest

But I stand unmoved

Your motion is like a queen

I am in sync with your groove

Do not take it all for granted

I hear you say again

I know you are the promised one

We are the best of friends

Why do I foment the conflict?

That we have known

Perhaps it is thus that truth

Becomes our very own

Resurrection power not of flesh

But of the life within

The life above, beyond and remaining

After this experiment in sin

So rejoice that my love is burning

Like the sting of a balm

For know we the storm of love

For ever we will know the calm

Raphael Smith

Walking On Rainbow

So I saw you today and it is not antidotel

That even my eyes hear your body's call in total

Your graceful form came into my awareness

Now I am here to feel again your ocular caress

No need to undress I am simply here to confess

Spending time that is full of quality and queries

You stepped into my mind like Storm with a fury

Hanging with the X-Men you got into the escape pod

You have skills and you flex them like its your day job

Up with the birds on that mountain stroll

How did you get me to have so much control

Relaxing on rocks that hold us up

Basking we rock and we know what is up

Adam's Ale to quench our dehydration thirst

Telling you things that are dear to me as if you're my first

Looking thru the green leaves we see the pattern

Life is Love and we are like Eve and Adam

Picking our steps carefully across the rainbow

We think and sink deeply in places soul lover's go

Listening while our eyes are glistening

We are surrendered with no insisting

You led the way down the path

I know enjoy the afterglow do the math

How can I highlight this event

How do I follow where Love went

When shall I put all my thoughts to rest

When shall I know when silence is best

When will I know that Love is about to start

Can I tell when it is safe to reveal my heart

All this and more is igniting in my psyche

You bring answers and I trust you highly

The fire of transcendence is burning all dross

You are golden girl and you are worth the cost

So serene the scene we make an amazing team

We return in silence as if waking from a dream

Nothing need be said for we are waking from the dead

No creed for upon our soul's is imprinted what we said...

May 24th, 2013